CALAMITY JANE // FLEURDETRAGEDIE @ LIVEJOURNAL . COM

08 Nov 2009.01:24pm

Long time no update. I guess I'll do that this evening.
Evan and I have been together for almost a year now. Isn't that crazy as hell? Time sure flies when you're ..... Working six days a week.
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Friends Only! 27 Nov 2008.04:30pm

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This journal is FRIENDS ONLY.

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First though, there are some rules!

1. Don't just add me and expect me to add you back, because I won't.
I don't add people I don't know and if you do this, it'll really freak me out and that's not going to earn you any points. So, if you want to add me, do so THEN COMMENT HERE telling me why you want to (similar interests, know me from some place, etc).

2. No being an asshole or a bitch.
There's only room for one bitch around here and I've got that base covered.

3. Don't bring drama here.
I have enough of my own, thanks. If you decide to start drama on my LJ, you will immediately be taken off my friends list and I probably won't add you back.

4. If you are on my list, do not talk about what's here to other people. There's a reason this LJ is "Friends Only." If you go talking about what I do, or how I spend my money or anything that's written here and is my business, you will be taken off and I will be extremely pissed off.

5. No stupidity please.
I hate stupid people. The end.
6. Don't do business on my journal.
I love my customers and I love my business, but this is a private journal and I don't like bringing work to it, just like most people don't like bringing work home with them (though with wig commissions, there isnt' really a choice...XD). But please, don't discuss business here if you're a customer of mine. You have my email, use that.

I hope I haven't scared anyone off. I'm really a pretty nice person, I just get mad easily about certain issues.

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I'm gonna try this.. 26 Jan 2008.02:24pm

Haha. Let's see what happens.

Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything.

Post anonymously. Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like.

mood ; curious

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Hmm.. 06 Mar 2007.11:01pm

So being beautifully enlightened by killmenekoabout some people saying that I was over at 4 chan bossing poor old Jenni around and tearing her name into smithereens, I have made this post.

Apparently, Jenni and her friends do not seem to get that I don't care about their cosplay dramas. In fact, I had never been to 4chan before this incident. Shocking, I know! Where have I been sheltered for all this time? I hardly ever mention Jenni to anyone close to me. Why? Because I'm over it. I'm done. You live with a batshit crazy person, and then you move on. WOW. Hard lesson to learn. I know.

Now why is it that I can't find time in my little old day, every day, to make fun of Jenni? Hmm. one wonders.

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Let me just make this clear to a bunch of you. I am not afraid to say anything to ANYONE. Jenni is no exception. She doesn't "scare" me or "intimidate" me.And neither do her friends.

If I have something to say, I'll say it. When she sold my stolen dvds? I did say something to her. Until she made it so I couldn't post on her journal. What's there to hide? I let her have her say on mine. Intriguing! Notice that even though I could've, I did not start shit there until my stuff was stolen.

Also, I'm not sure if any of you other people realize this but...I really don't care enough about her to send people after her. Is it really that hard to believe that I'm the only person who dislikes her? Seriously. I can't be the only one. I don't put people up to things either, for reasons mentioned above. Why put someone else up to doing something that I am very capable of doing myself? I wouldn't.

But then again, none of you fuckers even know shit about me besides what Jenni has told you. So, of course it's easy for an obsessed Jenni or one of you guys to say "OH GOD, AMANDA DID IT." If someone says something shitty about me on my journal ANONYMOUSLY - and it has happened - do I just assume it's Jenni? Absolutely not. I don't think that highly of myself. I am not stupid enough to think that she is the only person who ever has, does, or will hate me.

So, let me just make it clear to you guys and to Jenni. I don't fucking care anymore. Old meme. Old news. 2 years ago. I'm a full time college student, I do cosplay wigs FULL TIME, and I have *sort of* a family to take care of. My boyfriend, my two cats, and my close, close friends are way more important to me than some little girl who doesn't go to school and who doesn't have the same amount of responsibility that I have, and therefore, can just sit on her ass, assuming what she will, and blaming everything on SOME PERSON who left her house 2 years ago.

I don't even cosplay, guys. Leave me out of your cosplay drama. Leave me out of your Jenni drama. I don't have the time, patience, OR desire to even worry about her.

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KA-CHOP~ 22 Dec 2006.11:34am

Cut a bunch of people. Like...20some.

If you were cut, it's because we're not really friends, plain and simple. I don't feel like you made an effort to be friends with me and try to get to know me. Maybe I'm wrong, but hey, that's how I feel.

I really hate excuses being made too, when a simple "I just don't think as much of you as I do other people," i.e., the truth, will do.

If you think I've made an error, you can comment.

Next year is going to be a whole different ballgame. A completely different me. So, I'm not going to concern myself with people that don't have any interest in being my friend.

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12 Nov 2006.12:01am

Hey.

bunnytsukou yeah, you. Delusional crazy bitch that is aggravating anyone. I usually keep my shit to myself, but I'm really pissed off that you didn't credit me for this - http://www.kawaiiwigs.net/usagi.html I understand that you DID buy a wig off Beverly as well as a costume, but the wig you're wearing in those pictures sure as hell isn't hers. I don't appreciate being dicked over for my hard work, even though you mangled it beyond fucking repair, or so I hear. So why don't you process it in your fucking 5 year old mind that you need to give credit where credit is due? Or is that too much for miss MUUN PRINCESS. Get your shit straight or I'll straighten it for you. And believe me, wal-mart reject, you DON'T want that. Why don't you pay Sat what you owe her instead of getting other people to pay your bills?

mood ; pissed off

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PUBLIC ENTRY - OH NOES 24 Sep 2006.10:43pm

So this was about Japanfest this past weekend. Somewhat image heavy, but I've provided links for most~.

Saturday -

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I also have a video of the taiko drumming that I need to post, but I'm so tired.

JapanFest was fun. I can't wait until next year.

mood ; exhausted

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Friends Cut 28 Jul 2006.12:00pm

If you're reading this and not much else, then you were cut, and you may wonder why, though I gave FAIR enough warning yesterday. There is one reason alone that I cut you, and it has nothing to do with how much I like or dislike you. Some of you I've known for a long time, in person even, and some I barely know at all and have never met.

I do not want anyone on my list that is not my friend.

So, what then, is my defintion of a friend?

To me, friendship is an active two way street, where you give and take, where you defend each other, and have fun. Friendship is NOT about just having a good time, and then disappearing when times get rough.

Throughout this whole saga with a certain someone, I have been hurt endlessly after each time she causes something. And what do my "Friends" do? They disappear, ignore me, and make me feel terrible. Ladies and gentlemen, this is not friendship. If someone does something wrong to your friend, YOU STAND UP FOR THEM. You do not conveniently stand on the fence and save yourself.

How would you feel if the situation were reversed? Not wanting to get involved in an argument is one thing, but standing aside when someone is treating another person like shit, lying, and stealing things is a completely different thing entirely.

And some of you have said that this isn't fair to you. Is it fair to me to have NO ONE to depend on when shit starts? No, it's not.

I absolutely will not be involved with people who call themselves my friend, but would not do the same things for me that I would do for them. That's not fair to me. It's not fair to waste my time and PRETEND To be my friend when you're not. It is not fair to me for me to be in a situation where someone else is doing something wrong, and NO ONE calls them on it, or does anything about it.

I even asked Bradley if I was wrong, if I was being too drastic, too idealistic. And Bradley said something that finally hit me like a ton of bricks, "I just think that your idea of friendship is more conventional than what LiveJournal has turned it into these days." He is absolutely right.

I am not here to be cosplay buddies or LJ friends. I'm here to write about my life, my personal, private life, that I want my friends to read. Not some stranger, or someone that doesn't give two shits about me. That's why it's friends only.

If you were cut, and don't know about the situation, feel free to tell me so via email or aim. I'll friend you temporarily to see it. Because it's quite possibe that I didn't give enough time to some people time to respond.

For the rest of you, best of luck with your lives, and I hope some of you can surround yourself with real friends and know how to handle that.

And as for shmeebs don't think that you're getting away with this. In fact, I can and will take you to court for it. It's just pathetic that you're the one starting petty drama to get my attention or whatever. I feel sorry for you when you get into the real world, litte girl. If you can't afford to go, then don't go. What's going to happen when it comes down to you paying your bills or going to a con? I really hope you grow up some time soon. Having being crazy on your record is bad enough, nevermind theft. I abhor stealing and the LAST people that stole from me were taken to court, fined, some were put into juvenile detention centers (because they weren't 18), and they were fined. So don't think you will get away with it. Also, don't drag your friend into it since I have already informed her that what you are trying to sell her is stolen. And it is also illegal for someone to buy something that they have been informed is stolen. And if she's paying by paypal, there's a record, so her ass will most definitely be in trouble.

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*squeal* 30 Jun 2006.10:32pm

So while browsing on Craig's List, I found an ad for a 2 bedroom house for rent in Roswell (which is where we want to live! Close enough to the school and Atlanta, without being in the city, a nice suburban area!) for only $550 a month! Utilities are only $200!!!!! *squeal* I'm hoping my email was enough to persuade the person to consider me, even though I have cats. They don't want smokers, and I obviously don't smoke. And it's in the forest! :D No noisy neighbors or cars or fear of crime (I hope!).

Oh God, please let me get this place!!!

mood ; excited

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WHO AM I 06 Jun 2006.11:44pm

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